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History... But common, how fun is it to study? First World War, sure it's important but when you can draw... I must admit I prefer drawing! A quick sketch of my B! Accidently made him look much meaner than he does in reality. Well, I'll have time to change it later on. But he's simply adoreable!

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The Black Swan

When I was about five years old my mother decided she would take me and my older sister to see a ballet that was played in our town. This magical door that opened up to me showed me "The Swan Lake" by Tchaikovsky. However, it wasn't a classical version of this beautiful ballet but a modern version. Every swan was bald and even the male dancers were wearing tutus. The only one sticking out of the crowd was the prince with his golden curls and green outfit.

I was hooked, high as a kite, full of music and dance. Since then, I can't get enough of watching ballerinas tiptoe out on a huge stage carefully but still with a speed that amazes anyone who is lucky enough to catch a glimpse of it.

My great love to the fine art made me fly over the moon with excitement when I heard that C had got hold of "The Black Swan".

I've never seen a ballet movie like this ever before, the darkness, pain and suffering... Natalie Portman certainly makes the perfect swan. But my favourite is Mila Kunis. Seriously, how come I've never seen her in anything else except "That's 70's show" (which is a hillarious serie) and heard her doing the voice for Mel in "Family Guy"? Whoever it was that hid her should seriously reconsider his or her crime, Kunis is just AWSOME!

Anyways, not planning to reveal anything about the story, it's too stunning to read about. See it! But maybe at home first, I'm glad I didn't go to the cinema... Scary movie in big version. Death!

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This is what I want

Looked through some old posts at LeLove and I found this adoreable picture, I love it! Would prefer to change the "Catch Spiders" to "Catch Earwigs"...

Still, so true!

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Cézanne and Love and other drugs

Today Google had changed their logo to a painting made by Cézanne to celebrate his 172nd birthday. I simply LOVE when they change their logo to something else. It just catches my interest immediately!! So here we go, this is it for all you who haven't seen it yet:

However, what I really wanted to write about today, I can be sidetracked pretty easily, wasn't about Cézanne but about a movie that'll soon hit the cinemas: "Love and other drugs" with Anne Hathaway and Jake Gyllenhaal playing the main characters, Maggie and Jamie.

Is there anyone who wants to watch it? I'm dying to see it!!! Normally I'm not this enthusiastic about lovey-dovey movies but I can't help it! It looks like such a perfect feel-good movie that I get goosebumps all over my arms and a silly smile on my face everytime I see the trailer or the poster. I'm silly I know but common, don't you want to see it? Is there another movie you want to go and see in the cinema?

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Confession

I have to make a confession.

My activity here has decreased. But there's a perfectly acceptable answer to that: I've not had anything giggly, bubbly, uplifting or joyous to write about!

First I was really upset about coming home from the wonderful country of the Beatles and London Bridge. Then I got sick, really sick. When I'm sick I just can't do anything. From my point of view, writing about how it is to lie in my bed all day long sleeping or thinking isn't very interesting (the sleeping, the thinking is fun for me but nothing I need to share with everyone else) for anyone to read. Therefore I haven't written anything. I'm sorry, I'll try to get back on track and update for the ones (is there anyone?) who reads this with something that I think will lift their day to a happier level.

Until then... Check out adultswim.com! Their videos are HILLARIOUS and well, if you happen to not have anything important to do you can alsways amuse yourself with the games. Enjoy!

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Beads beads beads, I'm gonna have some beads

The best thing today, I remembered I have some bottles of beads! Plan so far is: The mushrooms are for a friend who I promised I'd make earrings for but the others... The heart will fly with a little bird to B. The star and the sign with "Lycka (=happiness)" are still waiting for a proper place. Oh well, they'll find their spot when the time is right.

Beads must possess magical powers, they cheer me right up with their bright, sunny colours!

By the way, here's a link to an AWSOME song, don't you just love it?

Beer Beer Beer

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My sun, my moon, my stars, my heart

The answer to my moodswings, chocolate cravings and belly ache has arrived. I think we all know what I mean so... I will not try to explain any further the state I'm in for the moment.

Kitty Cat's lying resting on top of her little tower. There's nothing as calming as a warm, fuzzy, sleeping cat. Well, besides waking up next to the most gorgeous man, my man.

Iiih, I get such a tingling sensation going through my whole body every time I think of it! My gorgeous man. My man!

You can go on pretending you have the finest partner in the whole world, but for me there's no one but him. This time, it's not only my blinded eyes who can see his true beautiful nature.

And lovely, that only makes my feelings grow stronger.

With him there are no doubts. He never started off playing games. The one thing he did was to listen, was to tell. For everything he heard he gave a million back. As soon as I uttered a single syllable he put it on his mind, and guarded it carefully, as if what I said was worth it's length in gold. He was honest from the beginning, straightforward and easy to read because he never even tried to hide his wants or wishes from me. Sometimes it would hurt him that I didn't open up as quickly. But he knows why, pain doesn't go away easily, it never really does, you only get immune to it in the end somehow.

He healed me better than I know yet. When I wake up next to my sleeping man just before he opens his beautiful brown eyes I have to pinch myself mentally to make sure I'm not still dreaming. Then when he slides his arms around me to make sure I'm as close as possible my scars begin to fade. I did not expect this miracle to happen. I never intended us to happen. But now I'm so happy we did that the thought of us not being together brings out tears.

Therefore, even though experience should have taught me better, I trust him. I trust him with all my heart, brain and body, all of me. I am a silly fool, but for us I belive. I belive in love. I belive in him.

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New Year - New Adventures!

After spending Christmas with a fever hotter than hell and a sore throat I quickly (not very fast but at least with an airplane) I travelled to to the land of tea and scones to be greeted by the finest lad in all of England, my lovely B.

Eight, nearly nine, days spent with him was probably the best thing I could have done during this holiday. It is definitely the part of my break that I prefer over all the other things I did! To sum it all up I'll give you a few words:

Ciderbar, tea (lots and lots!), pasties, baby cousin, Swedish people, kisses, Rich Tea Fingers, ASDA, Charity Shops, £1.5 CD, buses (coaches), cuddles and a date with ice-skating and dinner.

Dinner at a Chinese restaurant with B

Now I'm back home and it only means I've truly realised how much I miss him. I knew how it would feel, I know how much of a silly fool I've been getting myself involved. But what is there I can do when he's so amazing? I've given up, and therefore I'm falling. Let's see how deep I'll go before anyone hinders me. But before that happens... I'll enjoy the ride!

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