A vulnerable day

- To B -

I miss your touch. I miss your smell. I miss the expression in your eyes when you look at me after a few hours in bed. I miss your guilty smile when you eat another cookie. I miss the way you always manage to snuggle up to me no matter place or time. I miss getting woken up by your movements. I miss having your strong hands massaging my shoulders and back. I miss feeling you shiver as I scratch your back. I miss constantly holding your hand. I miss experiencing days with you. I miss pointing things out for you and getting other things pointed out for me by you. I miss being with you. But I feel so happy! Because you've given me a chance to be with you. A chance to get to know you. A chance to experience a piece of the world with you. Because you have, I know what I miss about it. What I miss about you. That I miss you.
And that makes me smile happily. A smile because you're making me feel beautiful things.

I miss the way we sleep together all tangled and messed up. I miss not being able to tell where I end and you begin. I miss when you hug me as if you'd never let go. I miss hearing you burst out into laughter. I miss the taste of your kiss. I miss lying listening to your voice completely unable to focus on what you're saying mesmerized by how your lips move. I miss loosing all sense of time with you, because of you. I've realised it wasnt' just coincidence we spent six hours in your tent, because I'd be more than thrilled to do it again! Six hours isn't enough though. Nine days weren't enough. They only left me wanting, no craving, to spend more time with you doing all the things I miss doing with you. All the things we have done together. All the things we haven't done. You might have understood by now that I miss you like I said earlier. But I'm not unhappy I do. I'm happy I have someone like you to miss.

I'm happy I have someone like you to crave for. Someone like you to care about. Someone like you to have affection for. Someone like you. No. I'm happy I have YOU and no one else to share thoughts, ideas, memories and feelings with. Since I really like it I'm going to try to sum these three texts up now since you're probably tired if reading:You mean the world to me, and I feel like I'm the luckiest person in the world because I'm able to say that!

- a -